“Entropy” by David Such
9/30/2007
Illustration: “Entropy” © 2007 by Carl Goodman
I remember dying, but my earlier memories are beginning to go. Being a particle physicist gives one a unique perspective on death, particularly while participating in the greatest experiment ever.
My initial thesis was to attribute my memory loss to the Second Law of Thermodynamics. Our universe resists order and works to always try to increase disorder. We physicists refer to this disorder as entropy. The portion of the electromagnetic wave encoded with my personality and memories was obviously degrading, and taking me with it.
I thought back to earlier in the morning….
* * *
“Jim, are you sure you want to do this?”
I looked up at my brother from the medical trolley. “Mike, you know I have to. There is no other way to prove my theory.”
“This won’t bring back Jessie,” said Mike.
“I know, and I’m not planning on joining her just yet. That’s why I’ve got the best doctor I know — my own brother — supervising the procedure.”
“Jim, even if we bring you back there may be brain damage.”
“I know the dangers, and it is a risk I have to take. Otherwise, everything else has been for nothing. All the sacrifices and Jessie’s death will be meaningless. You have to do this, Mike, and if you won’t then I will find someone else who will. I trust you; please have faith in me.”
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